Have you ever been in a situation where you want to no if something is true, so you go by your instincts which tell you yes, and then someof your friends agree with you, and then some others say maybe, and in the end you are left confused without an answer? (that was a lot of words)
Well, I liked someone, and a lot of my friends said heliked me, and I thought he did, and a few of my friends said maybe he does. I now realize that he does not, well as a friend he does, but not in the ways of a crush. And after going through a short (really short) depression because I was really confused and somewhat sad, I decided to get on with my life.
I realized if he doesn't like me, I shouldn't let that drag me down, but who knows what will happen.
I'm not sure why I posted this but I felt I should and, I haven't posted a journal in a while so ya know...
But just know, if you are in a position like mine you are not alone. And I also kinda feel like I'm annoying him a bit much. Sowwy...


P.S. What's even worse is on the way home I saw a billboard with his middle name on it. his name is on a billboard... getting over this is not gonna be fun

...why am I still here? lol have a nice day/night everyone